day #365 - the end of an era

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I thought I was on top of it; I had finished early and was looking for a movie to watch already 3 hours ago. And I don't know how time went by. A phonecall, some networking studying, some online shopping and here we are, already past the time for an early movie. Regardless, today is a special day. The blog is over! I finished 365 days of daily painting and recording it, whatever that means. A big part of the process I will have to keep doing mainly for myself. Perhaps taking daily photos of my work and saving it on some folder. This has provem useful many times when I trying to date a piece I've been working on. Also making a small diary of today's achievements. It's still useful. But this will be done for my eyes only. I also don't know if I will be continuing my obsessively daily painting. How would life be if I had days off? Now for example that I'm moving out and I have to daily chores that until now were completely taken care of, perhaps I'll allow my

day #274 - Watercolor Flowers - Watery flowercolors

I'm happy about today's piece. It's not so much about the piece (still there's much to like about it) but mostly about the fact that I did some watercolors. It had been 8 days that I hadn't done anything proper using watercolors and I was starting to fear. Fear... fear what? I can't really explain this (though I'm sure there is something important in it) but there is a fear that I'm not capable of something anymore. I've seen it over and over again, in so many aspects of my life; the confidence in my ability in doing something, wears out too fast after succeeding in it, having to prove myself anew constantly.
Anyway, today's piece, put my mind to peace (hah). I enjoyed the process of making it (and while it was quite fast - maybe 45-60mins?) I liked the overall aesthetics aswell as the line flow. This kind of lines, are definitely something deeply in my physche. Anyway, enough for today!

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