More practice day. Also known as I-am-so-afraid-of-doing-anything-creative-day. I did posture drawing mostly... I worry that I'm missing the point by not doing anything creative, but I try and tell myself that it's okay, that there is time for everything.
How do I like today's postures? I've tried doing 3 minute long sessions, which is not very common (I usually do 45, 60 or 90sec). The three minute ones allowed me to be more details in certain cases. I also did a very interesting vehicle(?) in perspective. It's not so much the design, as the complexity and orientation of the parts. I eyeballed it but I feels its falling into place. On the same sheet I like the female skeletor a lot; this one was based on some random pinterest image. Not happy with the result when I added the skin though.
I feel a bitter taste in my work today. I'd rather not go to bed feeling like that. I need to work it out a bit. So... what is it dear self that you don't like? Obviously my postures. They look very stiff, unnatural, cartoony. "I hear you". They might even be. Even though occasionally there are some that look real. Like moebius says static poses are more difficult than dynamic ones. And I can see a few static ones that look pretty. Also today I've leveled up anatomy-wise. I'm starting to see planar/muscular nuances on the legs. I still haven't completely worked them out, but as they say - once seen, can't be unseen, and now I am consciously aware of those muscles; it's only a matter of time that The appear. I also like some of my most minimalistic gestures; how they hold volume and posture with only a few lines. What else is there? Yes, back to the original issue: I wish I could draw real-looking postures on one hand and on the other that I could be creative. "I hear you (me)", I say. Might need some more practice and time before this happens. It's already better than when I was in the kindergarden, perhaps better compared to when I was in my 20s or early 30s. One day I'll get there. I need to stay motivated (in other words happy and inspired) and the rest will come; and if alive postures don't come, it will be because I'm enjoying painting other stuff, so even better!
Comments
Post a Comment